Archive for November, 2009
Overcoming Fear – Trusting Myself
By Peter Perkins
Although I have had experiences with seeing spirits before, one experience that really stands out for me happened when I was around eighteen years old.
I was riding in a friend’s truck when I perceived a figure floating ahead down the road. Time suddenly seemed to greatly slow down.
I saw a white figure – see through – that looked like a drowned woman. Its appearance was frightening; yet I felt an empathy with the spirit. Appearances aside, my empathy was telling me this was a good person and that I was safe.
All in that instant I felt fear then the dispersal of that fear. I decided to trust in my empathic instincts, and when I did that, the image of the spirit became clearer; I could still see through ‘her’, but the definition sharpened.
My friend continued to drive, completely unaware of the spirit, and drove right through her. The spirit passed through me, and when we merged, I felt as if I were experiencing bits of her life. I knew then, from those shared memories, what had happened that had caused her death.
She let me know that it had been reported that she had been drunk and drove into the nearby lake. The truth was that she had been murdered, and the murderer had pushed her and her vehicle into the lake.
The images I got were from the flapper era. She was a beautiful young woman in life and had simply been enjoying herself when the man she was with wanted more then just a companion to dance with. Things escalated resulting in her death. It was not an act of premeditated murder, more an act of passion.
I feel that she wanted someone to know; she had the need to feel the truth of her death was known by someone.
When she finished passing through me, time sped up to normal; all of this had occurred in mere seconds – if that.
My friend looked over and asked if I was OK; he said I had tensed up.
I asked him about the spirit – he reported he had not seen it at all.
At the time, this was just added to my expanding list of experiences with spirits.
Like most of my other encounters in seeing spirits, it started with fear. This one experience was a turning point for me – for even though I was afraid, my emotional compass kicked in; the empathic feeling of this encounter was not a feeling of it being dangerous, but rather a positive encounter.
In hindsight I learned several things from this encounter.
- Appearances should be overlooked.
- If I had gone strictly on the vision of this spirit, the fear would never have left.
- I learned to trust my empathic feelings; previous to this, it had not kicked in as strongly as this time.
- I also learned we could help spirits. Sometimes they just want someone to know something; to feel validated or acknowledged.
- I learned not to jump immediately to fear when encountering a spirit.
So I have some advice to give to others who might experience seeing spirits: it might seem frightening at first, but try and look past the fear – or try to see if you can feel what the fear is from.
Is it a fear of the ghost itself; is it a fear of the unknown? Does it come from ghost movies or stories you have heard or seen? Try and see if you can feel where the fear is coming from. If it is not from the spirit itself you might come to realize the spirit is something you have no need to be afraid of.
Trusting ones empathic feelings can help you judge things.
Thank you Peter!
Astral Explorations – Part I
By Peter Perkins
Hello everyone, my name is Peter. I have been interested in the Out of Body experience for years. I started to truly, consciously explore OOB (or OBE) when I was in my late teens. Originally I did not do this as a form of spiritualism or enlightenment, but as a form of escapism. Like many, I believed I didn’t belong here. I didn’t feel a strong connection to this earth and subconsciously remembered other lives elsewhere.
Initially when I attempted astral travel I was inevitably drawn to these other lifetimes of mine. Some had settings that looked like the past, but as I came to understand them, each of these other lives was occurring co-currently with my own one here.
I was quite flustered that my out of body experiences were not the same kind described in many of the technical journals in which they described each step of the process: sleep paralysis, the loud humming and vibrations etc. – even though I have felt these things in my attempts to do things following the books. I did not feel them when I started.
I have learned to accept that everyone has their own way of experiencing these altered forms of consciousness.
The great thing is that there are a large number of methods to try for those interested in this. In addition to these methods, one can find, create or even intuit their own way to have out of body experiences.
Mary is one of my spirit guides, she appears to me here as an elderly woman with a shawl. Her eyes are gray and hold great wisdom and kindness. I state this here so you can understand my surprise later.
I tried one of the older methods of astral travel that I learned a long time ago. I imagined a line through me connecting me to the earth and extending into space where I envision it connecting to a star. This ribbon of light may be similar to the often described silver cord; though when I am actually out of body I perceive no such connection.
In the past I have flown out along the line into the corona of the star enjoying the feeling; the experience and energy of moving through the corona often left me feeling cleansed and energized. After this I would often end up in a spiritual realm.
This time was different.
I moved out along that line and entered a white light, pure white. It was then that I perceived other figures; many, many other glowing white figures. When I say many, I mean more then can be counted or computed. I just floated there in awe watching all the glowing figures.
For some reason I wished to see things differently – not so human centric. Suddenly all the figures were spheres; millions of spheres of light moving about.
I thought about it and willed myself to be so.
I became one of these orbs of light also. I just kind of enjoyed that a while. Then I turned back to my human form, and perceived a brighter white, huge sphere at the center of this nebulous white.
I moved toward it and just gazed at it. I felt bathed in love. I thought to myself should I send love back? The feeling of love was overpowering coming from the sphere.
Then I felt a hand on my arm and felt a voice “That is love.”
I turned to see who had addressed me and beheld a glowing female, her hair suspended in the air…glowing strands like a mantle about her head.
I was at a loss really. Suddenly she thought to me “You did wish to go on a spiritual trip did you not?”
I suddenly knew it was Mary, I had asked her to take me on a spiritual journey (to me she feels kind, caring and safe).
I thought “Mary?”
She thought back in the affirmative.
She thought to me “Where is it you wish to go?”
I thought about it and then thought to her, “A place with plants untouched by people so we can walk in nature.”
I kept thinking about how amazingly different she looked, and though I didn’t think to her directly she picked up my thoughts about how different she looked here; almost angelic.
She thought to me “You too glow with white light here, back home they would say the same of you.”
Then we were off, near some evergreen like tree’s surrounded by nature but there was a path. I turned to ask her about the path because I had said a place untouched by humans.
She looked different again more distinct and human but still glowing. She was younger maybe 30 or so. Her hair was blond her eyes gray. I remarked about her changed looks.
She told me it was the nature of where we were, and that I too had changed in appearance. She explained that we perceive things through the minds eye and through our own personal experiences and memories.
I again thought of the path and she thought back to me. “You did say you wished to walk did you not.”
It is funny – the realization that dawned on me then. I did indeed ask for a place where we could walk; the Evergreens about us were exactly what I pictured when I asked for a place of nature where we could walk and talk with one another.
So we walked for a bit among the evergreens in this still place. I realized we had created this place. It was a calm still world though it fit with what I said when I spoke with her, it was a very literal interpretation of what I had desired. Things were very literal; nothing was added that I did not conceive of, when I had said to her where I wished to go.
I don’t know why I thought this but I asked about Esther Hicks and Abraham and if it is true that we can have, do, or be anything.
She responded, “Yes and No”, which sunk my spirits a little. I guess she sensed that so she explained.
“Yes we can certainly be, do or have anything if we allow it. Most humans though don’t allow themselves this.”
I understood and nodded.
Then I thought to her, “I need to write this down. I don’t want to forget any of this.”
She thought back “We are in no rush, if you wish to do so you may. We will be able to speak again.”
Thus ended the first part of this journey into the astral.
Continued next week.
Symptoms of Psychic Abilities
I was asked if I would take this article from my website and run it on the blog- it’s taken me a while, but here it is:
Many people are searching for answers about who they really are; where they really came from; why are they here on Earth at this time; and, the most frequent, ‘What is my life’s purpose?’
They then begin to recognize (or in some cases ‘receive’, seemingly spontaneously) a metaphysical or psychic ability – then the questions really begin to pile up.
Psychic ability symptoms can vary from person to person, as well as from within each ability. Also, the lines delineating abilities are thinning; many abilities ‘dip into’ other abilities – or one ‘label’, or term, describes multiple abilities. It is no longer about labels or terms, it is all becoming one – it has become experiencing energy and using energy to help others.
When I was younger, I had discovered that not everyone saw/felt/heard as I did. Seeking answers, I broached the subject of psychic abilities with my mother; her response was that she believed in that ‘stuff’, but not in her house.
A lot of people awakening to their abilities may find resistance from those around them. This can lead to frustration, questioning one’s sanity (barring any medical/psychological imbalances) and a sense of being very much alone. For me, I had felt like I was some sort of odd-ball or ‘freak’. Not true!
You are not alone. The human race as a whole, over the last ten years or so, has been awakening at an astonishing rate. We are finally acknowledging our spiritual rights to fully be ourselves and to combine energies with the energies of the world. We are not just three dimensional beings…we are so much more!
I would like to say to those of you who have just begun seeking answers about the metaphysical abilities, more often than not, you have been doing this, or experiencing this, your whole life – you just may not have had terminology attached to the experiences. Also, as your abilities become refined, they are not usually jarring or blaring experiences. What I mean is that the experiences are usually subtle and can be easily dismissed or overlooked. One example could be when someone says “Wow! Was that a coincidence or what?” or “It must’ve been my imagination.”
You need to think beyond that mentality, and be willing to be open to the subtle nuances around you.
(Again, barring any medical/psychological imbalances) I am including some of the ‘symptoms’ I have, or have had, in reference to metaphysical abilities:
- Knowing who is on the phone (without caller ID) or door before being answered.
- Know when someone lies – or tells partial truths – to you. (For me, this creates a physical sensation, tightening, in my stomach or abdomen region).
- Knowing something good (or bad) is getting ready to happen, but don’t have details.
- Uneasiness, unsettled feeling and/or jitteriness prior to a major event, such as an earthquake – regardless of where it happens.
- Knowing when a friend/relative needs to hear from you – or is in trouble.
- Knowing something specific (with details) is going to happen (outside of the ‘norm’).
- Knowing what an animal (or plant) is communicating. Can be a knowing, mind pictures, or internal dialoguing.
- Having dreams, or flashes, what come true.
- Knowing, seeing and/or hearing a deceased loved one (or deceased strangers).
- Physically being seen at two different locations at the same time.
- People suddenly feeling better just being around you (not just friends).
- Seeing and/or hearing ‘ghosts’.
- Hearing or knowing others thoughts.
- Touching an item, object or person and knowing information about same, or its previous owner (such as ‘negative’ energy feeling, knowings, mind pictures).
- Know how someone else is feeling (their emotions, whether hidden or exposed) – and feeling it yourself.
- Knowing what’s the most probable outcome of a situation, event or circumstance without having prior knowledge and not being a statistician.
- Seeing and knowing what a place (building, town, etc) will look like in the far future.
- Seeing the past and present at the same time.
- Communicate, hear and/or receive information from non-physical beings (other than ghosts).
There are many books, courses (I do offer two online courses – The Basics Course and Undefined Reality Course), and instructors around. Please make sure you are comfortable with your instructor.
Whiners and Acceptance
I am pretty sure that each of us has met – at one time or another – a whiner. These are people who whine about… well, usually everything about their life (has also been called the ‘victim’ role).
Now we all have our whining moments – but I am talking about those who whine, and do not want assistance, guidance, advice, another’s outlook or help; they just want to complain, and be heard – but don’t want to do anything about it.
I got tired of this type of interaction.
I realized that no one will change until they are ready to change, so I had to change my reaction.
Utilizing “Love and Logic” training*, coupled with learning to accept people as they are, and incorporating my boundaries (I do not accept drama in my life) – I changed my reaction to whiners.
Now, if I run across a whiner – I hear them and acknowledge their complaint(s) with “I know” or “I am sorry you feel that way” (with sincerity – not frustration or sarcasm); I do not absorb or get caught up in their drama and am accepting where they are in their life.
This way, I am accepting the other person’s right ‘to be’ and am honoring myself as well.
* (The book ”Parenting with Love and Logic’ by Jim Fay and Foster Cline – and they have wonderful “Love and Logic” courses – I highly recommend them. You can find out more at loveandlogic.com or look for a “Love and Logic” trainer in your area.)
The Alexandria Project by Stephan Schwartz
‘The Alexandria Project’ by Stephan Schwartz. © 1983, Dell Publishing. ISBN 0-385-29277-5.
Schwartz was the president of THE MOBIUS GROUP – a team which comprised of both psychics and scientists.
In 1979, he brought together a team for an archeological project…to search for Alexander’s tomb; but his research wasn’t limited to just this. His team also looked into the harbor of Alexandria and found shipwrecks spanning many centuries; searched for the Lighthouse of Pharos, Cleopatra’s residence, and more.
‘The Alexandria Project’ is Schwartz’s experiences with his team; the trials and tribulations of working with the Egyptian government; civilians (in regards to customs and beliefs); and what the psychics had accomplished. This was presented in journal form.
My favorite passage: “Right now, our reliance on the intellect, to the exclusion of all else, has sickened us and alienated us not only from each other, but from the earth and the other beings who populate this planet.” (Pg 267)
I enjoyed this book, and recommend it for all.
My New Age Dog
When the spirit of God calls you for a specific purpose, you gotta know that you are in for the ride of your life, because it is going to be great
I mentioned in my previous article, that I am being guided by spirit, which I like to call God, to totally change the physical aspect of my life.
I planned to write about it after it became a permanent life change for me. I thought I would be in a better position to help others that way. Thank God I am not in charge of this gig. I am being guided to share this transformation as it unfolds and to invite you to join me. We are promised the ride of our lives!
SO…
Jan has graciously agreed to give me my own corner to blog this fascinating journey. This way, we can avoid all the “previously, on Liz & Munch”…
I have always done my best work with an assistant and I was sent one, Munchkin, my dog. Tell me that God doesn’t have a sense of humor. Things that are not even logical are happening. Could it be because we are preparing for the NEW age?
I have been gearing up to begin this adventure, well, since I became aware of it. I started by juicing and made some pretty bad stuff. Then I bought a Health Master with instructions… and things got better.
I made more than I needed and I have two dogs, Sassy, my Basset Babe and Munchkin, my Pom-a-wa-wa {Pomeranian/Chihuahua}, my fearless fur ball. I offered them some juice and Sassy wanted no part of it, but Munch lapped it up. The next day it was the same thing.
The next day, I tried a recipe where you put raw broccoli and chicken broth into the blender on high for eight min and you have steaming hot soup. He loved that too. I made baked French toast from whole grain bread, eggs, vanilla, honey and flaxseed. Same thing. He loved it.
I inherited Munch from my mom after she passed away. She wanted me to have him because my animals are my kids. I have always cooked chicken for Sassy or meat and my mom was the same with Munch. We have had him for three years now and he is my shadow.
It’s amazing how different they are though. Just like siblings are so different from one another. Sassy, likes dry dog food and would probably eat it exclusively, she likes raw chicken and beef over cooked and won’t touch my fruit or vegetable juice. Munch hates any kind of dog food, raw meats or chicken and won’t eat it. He will eat as much vegetable or fruit juiced as I will give him. Yes, I am careful what I give him, but I have to say, my dogs have eaten things considered to be poison and nothing has happened. The dog food industry would like you to believe that a healthy diet is dog food only. I disagree completely.
Today is the official kick off and the first real day of my transformation to my new life. I hope that you will check our progress and even join us. If not, that’s ok too. What is important is to commit to your truth. Just do it!
Until next time
Liz