We are still working on the most recent energy shifts/downloads. Some people are reporting (continuing and some new):
- memorable, vivid and/or intense dreams
- teary, cry easily – but not depressed
- cranky or short tempered off and on (and not necessarily knowing why…may be tied to the desire to want to function in 4th and 5th instead of the 3rd dimensional energies)
- either needing more sleep or less sleep (outside of norm sleeping patterns)
- energy fluctuations throughout the day
- becoming more sensitive/feeling others emotions (empathic/empathy)
- seeking or feeling the “itch” to look for new experiences, education, careers, etc.
- whining, acting out, rebelling (due to fear of change or the upcoming unknown)
- prickly moments in verbal communication (still wanting to move beyond the stinted and limited third dimension verbalization communication methods)
Know that these are not necessarily negative experiences – unless you treat them as such/act as such. These are signs of purging and/or shaking off the old energy to make room for the new. If you hold or have a negative outlook on or about these changes in your life, you are then hanging on to the heavier, no so pleasant energies and prolonging the cleansing. Keep in mind that these energy shifts/downloads are to help us clear our energies and raise our frequencies.
Please have patience with self and others; deep breaths, meditating, gardening or walks are some ways to release the edgy or irritating energies.
by Jan Toomer
We have seen, since Mercury went retrograde, even more energy downloads hitching rides in on yet another eclipse and more solar flares.
This has created some wonky energy – which has produced more bizarre and weird incidents with people who are having a more difficult time adjusting to the frequency of downloads and energy shifts in such a short time.
The wonky energy has also been affecting those of us who are working hard to adjust and adapt to the new energies. We are seeing and/or experiencing:
- Feeling a little off (or tilted or wonky)
- Words – verbal communication (which is affected by Mercury Retrograde) has been difficult in addition to Mercury’s current influences. Because verbal communication is a third dimensional “thing”, and we are working with higher frequencies during these downloads, we sometimes get frustrated with one another because we are hearing jabbering out of someone’s mouth and it is not sinking into our brains. If you find yourself ready to pull your hair out, try looking into one another’s eyes, without verbalizing, and allow the energy aspects of self to communicate mentally.
- Feeling spacey or not all “in body” – again, because we are downloading higher frequencies, we seem to have difficulties staying in our physical bodies. Please remember, we still need to hang on a little longer to the third dimension aspect of self…and try to stay in body.
- Having trouble staying focused.
I know these can be unsettling, but I ask your patience while your body and energy works to adapt and adjust.
Oh, and Mercury Retrograde only has five more days! Yay!
by Jan Toomer
(The following is my experience with one pharmacy – it does not mean it is a typical experience.)
Last year my pharmacy kept harassing me with monthly phone calls about having a prescription ready for me to pick up. I’d go in and tell them to take me off the automatic refill. Each time I was assured that I would no longer be on auto-fill.
I no longer needed a monthly supply of inhalers – but the pharmacy kept calling.
When I quit showing up to pick up their prescription, the harassing phone calls not only increased, but I started receiving additional phone calls about how I needed to stay on the medications that my doctor prescribed for me.
Eventually I ended up with probably a lifetime of inhalers (which I had to throw away because they expired without ever being used) and finally the calls ended.
This month I requested an asthma re-evaluation with my doctor and had told her what I had experienced last year.
She went out of her way to work with me. To evaluate my asthma, I was provided a non-refillable prescription for two emergency inhalers (one for my purse and one for the home). The doctor and I figured this way the pharmacy would be cut off and I wouldn’t be stressed or harassed by them and we could see how much usage I had for the emergency inhaler.
Thirty days later the pharmacy phone calls began again.
I stormed down to the pharmacy, chewed out the pharmacist about their automated system. The pharmacist told me that the doctor had sent the request to him. I told him that was a load of crap; that this pharmacy initiated this refill. I also informed him of how the doctor made sure – for me – that the prescription had been labeled “no refills”.
I also told him that this un-requested, un-asked for prescription was rejected and refused.
The pharmacist took me “off automated refill” and handed me a print out showing he had just disabled it.
I next went to the doctor’s office. What they say really ticked me off: the pharmacy had called my doctor’s office “on behalf of Jan Toomer who requested a refill”. Bull hockey and shame on the pharmacy.
I let the doctor’s office know that I had not requested anything from the pharmacy.
So, this pharmacy had disregarded the doctor’s instructions of “no refills” on the prescription and lied to my doctor’s office and harassed me just to keep the money flowing…in other words, for their own greed.
When someone requests no auto refills, that needs to be honored…period.
Again, I do not pay anyone to harass me, mistreat me or abuse me; and I do not like being lied to or deceived in any way. That kind of treatment and energy is not welcome in my life or energy.
So, I fired my pharmacy today.
Please take responsibility and monitor your situation; don’t let the pharmacies dictate to you whether or not you need a prescription. Work with your doctor and your doctor’s office to make sure that you do require refills.*
*Automatic refills are wonderful for those who may be forgetful and/or really do need monthly refills.
By Jan Toomer
Physical Manifestation of Your Life Mirroring Your Internal Self
Years ago, if/when I stayed in emotional distress or turmoil, the turmoil it would begin manifesting in my physical reality.
- If I got angry, electrical/electronic items around me would spazz or sputter and die.
- If I was in emotional turmoil, things began to happened that were water-related. In the 80’s, it was my bathroom flooding; upstairs neighbor overflowing their bathtub, causing it to “rain” in my apartment; next door neighbors washing machine backed up into my apartment, etc.
Now a days, I may knock over a glass of water if I have emotional turmoil.
Point being, the inner imbalance overflowed to my external world.
I recently had a gallbladder attack. I take responsibility…I had ignored the warning signs and so eating a cup of broccoli sent me over.
While I was busy ignoring the building up of the warning signs, my toilet went on the fritz. Hubby replaced the flapper valve and all seemed fine…for a while.
I continued to ignore; ate something I shouldn’t have; the toilet quit working. Hubby discovered the arm had broken; he replaced it.
Had attack that night; this affects basically the whole digestive system – my internal plumbing.
I am not saying that every imbalance you experience physically is mirroring your internal physical/emotional turmoil or imbalance.
Or is it? It certainly wouldn’t hurt to take a step back and look…right?
Manifesting All Over the Place
Because of our energy, Mother Earth’s energy and the dimensional lifting, our thoughts are becoming reality more quickly than before.
The universe/energy works very hard to create and manifest what is in your thoughts; fantasy and reality, as far as energy is concerned, are the same.
Our thoughts are the input into the universal computer – and the universal computer takes that input and puts into action to put that information into your physical reality. The catch? Well, there’s more than one.
- Your “input” is taken literally, and once the universe receives that command, it implements it…even if that’s not what you meant.
- You will have to deal with your manifestation; you created it, you deal with it.
- You are being held responsible for any and all imbalances you have created.
The universe has been working to show each of us – including any warnings or “heads up” – what it is we are creating and manifesting.
How is it Showing Us?
Some ways may be:
- Symbolism. (My example of the water [emotions] and the example of the gallbladder/digestion and toilet malfunction.)
- Animals/Pets. Some pets try to mirror to you or other family members when there is an imbalance. Acting out or actually behaving in the manner as the person with the energy imbalance is behaving.
- People. If someone gets on your nerves or rubs you the wrong way, it could be that they are showing you something about yourself that you don’t like and perhaps still lingers within you.
Being mindful includes paying attention to your thoughts and creations.
It means watching putting energy into those little flittering thoughts, or big thoughts. The more energy you invest in being angry/hateful, the more the universe works to bring more of the same frequency to you.
Work to drop the “what if’s” from your mental self talk. Again, the more energy you put into those fears/thoughts, the more you are helping to make them real.
By paying attention to your thoughts and noticing your symbolisms and/or warnings, you may help in keeping those inner imbalances from overflowing.
by Jan Toomer
Dreams stir within
the heaviness which
laden the subconscious.
Blood cells carry our
ancestor’s memories –
from physical. The
barrier? Our own ignorance.
Days pass, cycles continue
galaxy wide –
Yet we remain within
waiting for someone
else to set us free.
Teachers teach –
Preachers preach –
and both are
unable to penetrate
(From Undefined Reality e-booklet)
by Jan Toomer
I sat down to connect with my team and write the next article. The connection wasn’t like it usually is; I wrote a line, erased it, and then same words would come back again.
So I went with it, but it still felt off. I erased everything, and asked my team what was happening…that the connection felt different and that it didn’t feel, energy-wise, like my normal article writing team.
For those of you who don’t know, I had requested that one particular being on my team be my gatekeeper and spokesman. My own gatekeeper had accepted the task of screening beings who wish to approach me. This keeps the wandering and curious non-physical beings (as well as hostiles) from approaching me and nagging at me to tell (for example) their granddaughter to use granny’s pie recipe instead of her own (yes, that has happened).
My spokesman let me know that a different energy was stepping forward to provide a message for this article this week and asked that I allow and let the message develop; I agreed and the following is what unfolded.
“(Although time is not linear, it is being presented here as linear to simplify.)
Eons of Earth time of work has happened to bring humans, and planet Earth, to this wondrous threshold.
Though it is easy to feel overwhelmed or consumed by chaos and darkness, we ask you to hold your light and continue moving forward – with knowing that your higher self, your guides/team and your Source are guiding and supporting you; and that your own light can also lend in guiding others.
Mother Earth’s Team”
So when the signature showed “Earth’s Team”, I stopped and asked my spokesman if that was correct; I was assured it was.
I was taken back a bit – I hadn’t realized that Earth had its own team of guides. But thinking about it, I realized that I had been naïve…Earth (energetically) is a being…so why should I be surprised that Earth has a team?
When that sunk it, it hit me that Earth’s Team wanted us to know that Earth has been actively cheering us on – not just because we have done so much damage to her and she wants to heal – but because we are a team – Earth and humans – and Earth knows that we can spiritually grow and continue moving forward, just as she works to spiritually grow and move forward; and that by us growing and moving forward we can heal both humans and Earth.
Thank you Earth and Earth’s Team!
by Jan Toomer