Your Meta Questions – August 2015

Q. How do you clear karma from your past lives to make this one better?

A. I think the best way is to begin working on your own stuff. Take a hard look at self. What do you do to others, knowing it is wrong and/or you would not want it done to you?

Stop it and change it to compassion.

Think before you open your mouth. Are you reacting, striking out (verbally, etc.) from a place of fear?

Is someone holding a mirror (metaphorically) up to you? If someone is able to “push your buttons”, something needs to be healed within self.

As you work on your own stuff (which is taking responsibility for self), your energy changes.

Remember, like attracts like. What are you putting out, energy-wise, and what is coming back to you?

Some recommendations from the Team:

1. Be kind to others (without being a doormat). Treat others the way you want to be treated.
2. You have no idea what the other person is going through or what their experiences have been. Don’t judge.
3. Seek, and offer, forgiveness. (Ho’oponopono is a great way to get started!)
4. Go through each experience with grace and dignity, learning something wonderful from it.
5. Take/accept/own responsibility for your own actions, words and energy. Each side has their own story. See #’s 1-4.

Start with NOW, today.

The past energy “karma” (imbalances) will be worked in your day to day life. You do not necessarily need to dig out this, and past lives, every imbalance.

Live, starting today, in balance and harmony.

Channeled by Jan Toomer


So Many Ghosts

  • Andy (death by hanging)
  • Carlos (sports)
  • William (connection to “coast”)
  • Bob (beat to death)
  • A Japanese gentleman
  • A gentleman who spoke old English (probably British Old English. Had confusion about my gender, and said Thee and Thou)

These were the ones that worked very hard to get my attention – or what is commonly known as a haunting.

  • Turning the water on and off – repeatedly — while I stood at the sink.
  • A container of almond milk thrown to the floor.
  • The two of the pictures in the master bedroom tilted every morning (they never did this before).
  • A man yelling in despair and anguish (I bolted out of the bedroom thinking my husband got hurt. He was confused – and then amused – and was just fine).
  • Then everyone talking — all of them – at the same time.

I called for a time out. I set up two GhostRadar TM apps, in two different parts of the house, and told them to “give your name, and any message, one at a time and in an orderly fashion!” Then I left the room.

When I came back, I was shocked at the word list generated. Some names were given, some were not, and they all certainly had a lot to say (though most of it made no sense to me).

Sitting down, I asked them to once again, in an orderly fashion, tell me why there were so many ghosts in my house.

First came the emotions of fear, confusion and the feeling of being directionless. Some were just desperate to be heard.

After the deluge began to slow, I told them where to go outside and that I would “meet” them out there. I closed my eyes and “joined” them.

I gave my usual pre-crossing over, informational talk about:

  • how we each judge ourselves and create our own heaven or hell
  • how they can see a loved one – human, animal or other – in the column of light to guide them onward
  • going into the light.

I was hit with another wave of fear. I was a bit bumfuzzled; it usually doesn’t go this way.

And More Ghosts

I looked around and saw perhaps one to two hundred ghosts, male and female – who appeared to be from a wide span across the human linear time line; all were milling around and staying away from the column of light.

I called on my team. “Why are there so many ghosts here? You (my team) are supposed to filter the ones who have contact with me.”

Their response was, “These are the ones we filtered.”

Oh. “Why is no one crossing over?”

They explained that, since the Closed Loop System has been destroyed, they aren’t sure where to go; their choices increased, but the new was unknown.

Do they stay Earthbound
To stay a ghost. Not of our dimension (like they were when they were in a physical body), but still connected and/or attached to the emotions, concerns, etc. from this dimension.

Go into the white light (reincarnation, old system)
“Crossing over”. Leaving this dimension’s energy; going into the light; healing, objectively reviewing the human life experience one just stepped out of; planning and preparing to seek balance with others and to reincarnate. This is the old way or old system which had been connected to or tied to the Closed Loop System. Since reincarnation is no longer a must, and karma is not only being worked on almost instantly, but can also be worked on energetically without reincarnating, then this system is out dated. It doesn’t make it wrong.

This is the unknown. This is why I had so many scared, confused and concerned ghosts on hand. They did not understand what this “new” was; though it really isn’t new, but is very ancient. This pre-dates our souls becoming entwined with the third dimension, physical, tactile, “man-made”, human experience.

It is the I AM. It is all there is. It is the prime Source. The Creator.

So if karma (re-balancing) is basically instant (as per each individual’s energy), and reincarnation is not necessary – where do we (and the ghosties) go or do when the physical bodysuit has expired?

What To Do?

We go home.

Our real home.

Our non-Earth home.

I can’t tell you where each being originated from – but once you are no longer attached to the physical, you need only listen/feel within and then you’ll be able to reconnect with the original, non-Earth, part of you.

It will lead you home.

And there are many waiting for your long awaited return home.

It is My Hope

Usually I include something along the lines of, “These are my beliefs, experiences, understandings and if this doesn’t fit you, please disregard or throw it out the window.”

But this time, I don’t want to say it. It is my hope that this article has “poked the bear”; that it has made you question your Earth-based belief systems and question what you had previously accepted as “truth”. I hope it makes you take a close look at self and that you find out if you look – deep inside – you can find the real truth – regardless if it matches mine or not.

by Jan Toomer

Energy Update – August 18, 2015

The purging and adjusting to the newest energies – not to mention helping our bodies to adapt to “cleaner” foods – can make us so danged tired.

The last two days, we’ve also become a bit discombobulated and ishcombibbled. We are also experiencing and/or feeling:

  • Flightiness
  • Spacey
  • Not too focused
  • Disconnected to the physical
  • May have trouble understanding someone (miscommunications)


  • Please, breathe and release (count to ten if you need to).
  • Remember laughter is not only healing, but it also raises your vibrations.
  • Go to bed earlier if you need to.
  • You can realign self**
  • Reconnect with Mother Earth (lean on a tree, bury feet in soil, water, etc.)

We are doing so well. I know these changes can sometimes be a bit daunting, but we can absolutely do this!

**Visualize energetic self realigning with physical self — Head to head; neck to neck, torso to torso; arms to arms; hands to hands; fingers to fingers; legs to legs, feet to feet and toe to toes.

by Jan Toomer


Closed Loop System – Part Two

(See Part One)

Bear with me, now, for a few minutes.


I love cinnamon, and its so good for my body…or so I thought.

Many years ago, I had begun increasing my cinnamon intake. I added it to my breakfast every morning, plus put it in my water and drinks throughout the day.

After a few months, I started getting sick and my liver flared up.

I increased my cinnamon, trying to give my body a major boost. That was the wrong thing to do – I got worse.

I grabbed my bulk-sized cinnamon container and headed to my computer. It was time to do some more research.

Turned out that the number one used cinnamon was Cassia. There are various origins of Cassia – the market is flooded with it.

And it can be toxic, especially when increasing your intake to aid your body.

It also turned out that there is another type of cinnamon, known as “True Cinnamon” — Ceylon cinnamon (aka Cinnamomum zeylanicum or Cinnamomum verum).

What’s the Difference?

Cassia contains a lot more coumarin, which, in the amounts I was using, is toxic.

To me, Cassia has a strong and delightful scent and taste; makes my mouth water. It creates a “whoosh” of heat in me. There is no mistaking it.

Ceylon is much more subtle in both taste and scent, and there is no “whoosh”. But, there’s also no toxicity for me, and it has wonderful health benefits.

Why am I talking about cinnamon? Because it is a great example of White Light Source and True Source. I don’t believe the White Light Source is toxic. We are just being introduced to the True Source. The healing modalities and techniques with the White Light Source are still applicable.

For me, drawing from the White Light Source was invigorating; sometimes with a hearty “whoosh”; sometimes with an awesome feeling.

The True Source, to me, is more subtle and gentle.

Questioning, Experimenting

As most of you know by now, I have to experiment, tear down, and examine the information – then test it this way and that, before I share it. I may not have all of the answers; my interpretation may be incorrect and/or incomplete; but, I share and expect each person to come up with their own conclusions.

During my process, I also asked my higher self and team to give me visuals and/or visual analogies as they worked with me.

Time to Share

I saw myself floating in space. Beautiful colors and absence of sound.

Earth was far down below me and it was encased in a large bubble (signifying closed system).

I recalled the sensations and feelings of pulling or interacting with the White Light (encased in the Earth bubble).

Next, I called on True Source.

Since the White Light Source has a fixed location, I asked the True Source if it had a location. I sensed the message, “I AM no where and no thing. I AM everywhere and everything.”

There was, as I mentioned before, no “whoosh” of energy. It gently encompassed me, coming from every direction. It was a natural, loving, organic sensation.

It was a gentle, soothing recognition of “sameness”. This energy was identical to my internal Source (God particle, soul, soul flame, etc.) — it was my energy I was feeling.

It was smooth and subtle, so much so that I questioned whether or not the energy was actually entering me. My higher self and team assured me that it was being absorbed into every aspect of my being; every layer of energy self all the way down to the molecular and cellular levels.

It had no color. The closest I can describe it was shimmering like heat waves off of the road during a hot summer day.

The Platinum Ray?

You’ve probably seen and/or read a lot about the Platinum Ray – where it is reported to be the next step in energy evolution.

I cannot tell you yes or no on “Is the True Source the Platinum Ray?”; but I did wonder if that was a mass consciousness label for the True energy Creator / Source.


So I challenge you to explore and test this for yourself. If anything I wrote or proposed doesn’t feel right to you, I encourage you to toss it out the window.

If you test it, and discover anything new – or want to share your experience, please do!

by Jan Toomer


Closed Loop System – Part One

We’ve been operating in a closed loop system. This system had perpetuated the erroneous beliefs of mandatory reincarnation; hierarchies; elitism; separation, and in general, trapped on Earth until…

This is something my team has been telling me for a very long time. I understood what they were saying, but it never fully incorporated within me until recently.

A Jigsaw Puzzle

Sometimes I have different bits and pieces of information, but am not quite sure what to do with them or figure out where they fit. It’s a lot like having a rather large jigsaw puzzle, and no picture to guide you.

This was the case with the first paragraph of this article.

I’ve been writing about karma (balance) becoming pretty instantaneous; past, present and future lives being healed now; and reincarnation ending…so yeah, I understood that, but they are rather small puzzle pieces in a much bigger picture.

Over the past month, my team has been working with me on various trainings and teachings. This morning, a large section (though still a small portion, overall) of the puzzle came together.


Some things we already know (and/or have been discussed in previous articles here) about 3D and Earth:

  • Reincarnation had been the “norm” for humans dwelling and learning on Earth.
  • Earth had been the planet of duality.
  • The energy was very heavy/dense.
  • Karma was carried from lifetime to lifetime.

Please note, they were written in the past tense; this is because so much growth has occurred and so much has changed.

Now, people may be experiencing:

  • A change in energy (healing) sessions.
  • A knowing that something is different (but may not know what).
  • An understanding that energy work is evolving from a standard format (modality) and “feel” to individualization as per the client’s origin and/or original energy self.

But I always felt like there was more. Not in a selfish kind of way. More like knowing there was something bigger, better, more “whole” out there.

Let’s Go Deeper Now

  • Earth and its human inhabitants have been living, dying, and reincarnating in a closed loop system.
  • The energy drawn to heal others was mainly drawn from the White Light Source, 3D environment and/or Mother Earth.
  • The White Light used to: bring down and shield; aid others to cross over “into the light”; the White Light Source (white, pearl, iridescent, blue/white, gold/white, etc.) have all perpetuated this closed system.

Need a Visualization for a Closed Loop System?

Think of a self-contained, closed terrarium. No interference from outside of the terrarium has occurred; everything grew, died and changed from within the terrarium.

But what exists outside of the terrarium? Oh, the possibilities are endless!

Well, with all of the energy changes here on Earth, the Earth’s terrarium lid has come off.

And we can now freely interact with the True Source or True Creator. It’s a whole new ball of wax now, my friends.

Closed Loop System – Part Two next week.

by Jan Toomer


Quiet Warrior

What does it mean to be of silent strength and a cautious nature?

(If you’re a Ninja this phrase takes on a whole other connotation but has some similarities.)

For a “no filters” gal like me, it meant learning to think before I spoke and many times not speaking at all. As you can imagine, these days people are careful what they ask me because I don’t filter like I used to. (*grin*)

Is it because of age or lack of “don’t care?” Not really. I just find that we spend way too much time doing the dance that leads to Nowhere Ave. and Confusion Street. Unfortunately not everyone shares an appreciation for the direct approach. (Thus requiring me to keep my mouth shut and “be of a cautious nature.”)

As individuals we have to get past some of the sensitivities in order to make progress and actually look at ourselves objectively. It’s all too easy to hide behind the “I’m offended” routine instead of trying to figure out why something offends us. Ten to one says we are offended because that something hits a nerve that we just don’t want to deal with or we are not comfortable doing anything outside of the crowd norms.

It’s easier to judge others than look at ourselves. We often don’t like what we see in the mirror and aren’t really sure how to change. Instead, we pacify and find all kinds of distractions to avoid the inner self rather than doing the real work of learning to be comfortable with ourselves. (I’m raising my hand here for past infractions.)

On the surface of me, you’ll find that the silent strength is a combination of patience, restraint, stick to and thoughtfulness. It is not an “in your face” attitude. Nor is it the emotional knee-jerk reactions you witness from others.

My cautious nature is the result of trust issues and not wishing to inflict harm on others by being too blunt or collecting them up in my own tornadoes. Sometimes it is silence in order to protect others from true harm (not to be confused with responsibility.)

When you actually dig to the center you will find that I am at home with my own solitude. I can be alone and fulfilled without requiring outside validation. I can just “be” and enjoy the flows of energy around me without the noises of technology.

I have no need of being part of the crowd or requiring a partner or stuff to validate me or make me content. The people in my life are there because I enjoy them and want them there, not because I need them there. I can stand alone or with others as is my preference. I am not lonely for I always have myself, I can always trust myself, and I control the access to myself.

I am at home with myself.

I am mastering myself.

I am never truly alone.

I am a quiet warrior.

by Dragon Spirit


    Translate to:

Your Support is Appreciated